I. Wesley’s Story
On May 24, 1738, John Wesley was at Aldersgate street. He had just returned from his missionary trip to Georgia within the United States. Outside of Wesleyan scholars, many do not discuss Wesley’s trip to the Americas because of how much of a failure it was, because of how he was run out of town, because of how it was a bit of a humiliation. He had set out to bring the good news of Jesus Christ to this new world, with goals of helping the colonists and the indigenous people. And yet, as he arrived, he did very little to connect with the indigenous people and he ruffled the feathers of colonists, so much so that he was literally run out of town, running back to England with a bruised ego and his tail between his legs. He had set out to do what he thought God had called him to do, he had sought out to bring redemption, he had sought out to bring restoration, he had sought out to do what was good, to teach people the preset rituals that make us holy. And yet he was met with hostility, tension, and violence. He had pretty much gone through the valley of the shadow of death, because what he once knew was not as simple as he thought it would be. For him, there were specific things that we must do to meet God, specific, rigid, ideas about how the church was supposed to function, which seemed to place God and the people into a small box. But when he tried to do it that way, he was met with hostility. The world as he knew it was no longer. He was going out to convince people of God, but he had yet to truly meet God for himself outside of the ritualistic actions that he had grown up in. He was relying on tradition to inform how to get close and be faithful to God. And while tradition is not bad, it becomes more of a rote memorization if it is not partnered with a real connection to God and a real outpouring of the Holy Spirit.
So, Wesley returned back to the place he had originally come from, feeling like a failure, as if the world had been overturned, and death was sitting with him and knocking at his door. But he had to move beyond this point, he had to press on, but how do you press on, how do you move on? Move through death and on to the point of life, on to the point of resurrection, and living in the wealth of the new life of resurrection. On May 24, 1738 was the day he found out, on a day 283 days ago tomorrow, Wesley’s life was changed. It was on this day that Wesley felt the overwhelming covering of the Holy Spirit and his heart was “strangely warmed.” It was here that he had his awakening, where he was a witness to God’s grace, where he knew for sure that God loved him, and that his life was made brand new. It was at this point, when the Holy Spirit poured out on him, that his life was transformed because he knew and understood that it wasn’t ritual acts that make our relationship with God great, but it is meeting and connecting to God first, that allows for the transformation that makes our actions holy. So, the Holy Spirit poured out on him and he was transformed, ready to lead a new life. His heart was strangely warmed. Will you allow your heart to be strangely warmed when the Holy Spirit comes to pour out on you?
II. The Disciples’ Story
We have already witnessed that the disciples have gone through so much. They had journeyed with Jesus, taking in all of his teachings; they had witnessed their teacher, the Messiah, taken away, beaten, and bruised; they had seen their Lord placed on a cross, in an embarrassing death, put on display as a political prisoner; they had mourned the death of their savior as they laid him in the tomb. They had entered into the depths of death. And as we stand on the other side, where we know what is going to happen, we ignore the deep feelings of the disciples. We ignore that they were in the very depth of mourning, they were surrounded by darkness, the light of sunshine even seemed dull because the world carried death and lacked a sense of joy, their closest friend, who knew them more intimately than anyone else had been ripped from them and, for all they knew, he wasn’t coming back. Who would teach them the things they needed to know, who would show them how to love, and who would love them unconditionally? Life for them was in the deepest, darkest depths of the Valley of the shadow of death. And then on that Easter Sunday, Jesus was resurrected, got up from the grave, granting new life and their lives were turned around. And Jesus spent time with them, teaching them more of the meaning behind all that happens. And then Jesus disappears once again as he ascends into heaven. The disciples have gone through the very depths of the death, they had come onto the other side and they are waiting for what is to come. What should they do as they have experienced the darkness of death, and now they must live in the renewal of life? Its all well and good that we are now in the land of the living, in the era of new life, but sometimes its hard to move on and forget the death that we have just experienced. Death was just hanging over us as an unwelcomed companion. The transition of emotions is not always that easy. How do we express joy when the hurt of death is a not too distant memory?
Our scripture opens up at this point. The disciples have gathered together and trying to figure out what life is like beyond the point of death. What does life look like in the living? What does moving into new life look like, when the wounds of death are still healing within us? How must they proceed in the midst of new life when death is a close reminder, and Jesus has left them once again? The disciples are shut up in the room and the Holy Spirit comes in with such transformational presence that things are made brand new. The Holy Spirit came in and the violent sound of wind came into the building and tongues of fire rested on each person and they began speaking in many different languages, languages of the people. We might imagine that such force rushes into the room, some are knocked over, and everyone is confused. A loud gush of wind permeates their ears. They had lost their balance. And the rush of the spirit disoriented them all for a few seconds. And when they finally were able to focus their hearts were strangely warmed, tongues of fire rested upon them, and they began to speak a language that they once did not know, and what was more eerie is that they spoke and understood these languages with such clarity, their was not learning curve, or need for a translator. The disciples had gone through the depths of death, and the Holy Spirit poured out on them and they were transformed, their hearts were strangely warmed. What might happen to us if we allow the Spirit to outpour us and change us? When the Holy Spirit comes, will we let the spirit transform us and have our hearts be strangely warmed?
III. How The Holy Spirit Transformed Wesley
IV. How The Holy Spirit Transformed the Disciples
V. The Transformation Of the Holy Spirit On Us
So, we learn from John Wesley and the disciples that when the Holy Spirit pours out on us we are transformed, we are made new. We do things outside of the box. And the world may say that we have never done it this way, before, but the Holy Spirit can make us do the new things that God calls us to. The Holy Spirit pours out on us and we are changed, we are made holy, we do things we have never done before, we think about ministry in a whole new way, we set aside our differences and love on each other because the Holy Spirit has brought us together. The Holy Spirit will have us to go out into the world and do ministry where we meet people where they are, we will feed the hungry, we will visit the imprisoned, we will be unified as a people, as a church. All this happens because of the movement of the Holy Spirit within us.
To allow our hearts to be strangely warmed, we must open ourselves to the transformation of the Holy Spirit. 1) Be open to the ways that the Spirit is leading us even if it doesn’t look like the things we used to do. We also must step out on faith, and be bold to carry out the message of Jesus Christ. 2) We must be obedient to what God is calling us to, even if the rest of the world will look at us and think we are crazy. And 3) finally we must live in God’s grace, allowing the Spirit to move in us that we are made holy, embodying the ways of Christ and Christ’s love within us.
On that day of Pentecost the Holy Spirit poured out on the disciples and the presence of God was made available to all people. The Holy Spirit came out as a comforter and transformed all those touched by it. This morning as we celebrate the moment of Pentecost, there is a renewal of the Holy Spirit pouring out on us, on this day, on this morning, in this hour, at this very moment. And in this moment will we make ourselves vulnerable so that our hearts can be strangely warmed? Will our hearts be strangely warmed to the point that we are stepping out on faith and unifying with each other? Will we let our hearts be strangely warmed that we set aside our differences and love on one another? Will we let our hearts be strangely warmed and we love on one another? Will we let our hearts be warmed and go out into the world to spread the gospel of Jesus Christ? Fill us now and let our hearts be strangely warmed. And as our hearts are strangely warmed let us be moved by the Holy Spirit – Let us sing when the spirit says sing, Let us shout when the spirit say shout, Let us dance when the spirt says dance, and Let us move when the spirit says move. And may our hearts always be strangely warmed. Amen.